Hi.
I'm sure you'll tell me what happened & why ya couldn't come when I call ya tomorrow (I hope you're okay??!), but I just wanted to write ya. (please read all this, it goes somewhere I promise =)
I spent a whoooole lotta time and money on stuff to do tomorrow. Yeah, it would be only a DAY, but I wanted ta pack as much insanity and fun into it as possible. Just because the substances (Red Dawn, Hydro, Salvia) are techniiiiically leeeeegal doesn't mean they're easy to get - same for the videos. They're all pretty much underground shit - the substances I got through some people I know, but the videos required a few favors to be called in. I got a crazy water bong, rolling papers, a new scale, more booooze, stuff for making drinks, and stuff to make you lunch & dinner. I spent most of this afternoon and night getting everything ready and cleaning up the place - even burnt my hannnnd (owie owie) in the process! We was going to go to some cool stores, come home, get comfortable, drink, smoke, pop pills, watch flicks, slap each other around, and have a grand old time. Woo.
But you wanna know what? I didn't care.
Yeah, all that stuff is fun fun... even cooking for ya is fun fun... but the only thing I was really looking forward to was being with YOU. I didn't care if all we did was laid in the park and looked up at the clouds, heck I didn't care if we just sat around watching TV. I just wanted to be with you. You make me SOOOOO happy and carefree and you make me feel so special. I don't get to feel like that a whole lot - when I'm with you it's like being in a different world, one that I wouldn't leave for anything.
Blah. That's all I wanted ta say. It's a reallllll downer that ya can't come but we can always do it another time - SOON THOUGH because I really miss you! And heck, we can do everything but watch the VHS tapes at MY place so no big deal that my 'rents will be back - we'll just spend the say at MY place instead of THIS (parents) place. Voila!
I will call you tomorrow (I'm still taking off work dammit) and we'll talk, okay hun?
I love you Nicole!
- Justin xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo =D [hugggggg]
I'm sure you'll tell me what happened & why ya couldn't come when I call ya tomorrow (I hope you're okay??!), but I just wanted to write ya. (please read all this, it goes somewhere I promise =)
I spent a whoooole lotta time and money on stuff to do tomorrow. Yeah, it would be only a DAY, but I wanted ta pack as much insanity and fun into it as possible. Just because the substances (Red Dawn, Hydro, Salvia) are techniiiiically leeeeegal doesn't mean they're easy to get - same for the videos. They're all pretty much underground shit - the substances I got through some people I know, but the videos required a few favors to be called in. I got a crazy water bong, rolling papers, a new scale, more booooze, stuff for making drinks, and stuff to make you lunch & dinner. I spent most of this afternoon and night getting everything ready and cleaning up the place - even burnt my hannnnd (owie owie) in the process! We was going to go to some cool stores, come home, get comfortable, drink, smoke, pop pills, watch flicks, slap each other around, and have a grand old time. Woo.
But you wanna know what? I didn't care.
Yeah, all that stuff is fun fun... even cooking for ya is fun fun... but the only thing I was really looking forward to was being with YOU. I didn't care if all we did was laid in the park and looked up at the clouds, heck I didn't care if we just sat around watching TV. I just wanted to be with you. You make me SOOOOO happy and carefree and you make me feel so special. I don't get to feel like that a whole lot - when I'm with you it's like being in a different world, one that I wouldn't leave for anything.
Blah. That's all I wanted ta say. It's a reallllll downer that ya can't come but we can always do it another time - SOON THOUGH because I really miss you! And heck, we can do everything but watch the VHS tapes at MY place so no big deal that my 'rents will be back - we'll just spend the say at MY place instead of THIS (parents) place. Voila!
I will call you tomorrow (I'm still taking off work dammit) and we'll talk, okay hun?
I love you Nicole!
- Justin xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxo =D [hugggggg]
posted by jd at
9:16 PM
